I love me!

I hate talking about myself, but I do love who I am. I always have, but not in a narcissistic kinda way. I’ve always thought I was fun, witty, and a good conversationalist.

I can tell you that not everyone else loves me. LOL Some of those people have shaped me, though. Because, although I don’t like criticism, I should look to see if it has any validity, and decide for myself if I need to do some changing.

Without going too much into my history, I was always treated differently. I didn’t do things the same as others. My thought patterns were not normal. I can seem aloof and uncaring because of my resting bitch face, or my hyperfocus annoys people, blah blah blah. The unofficial reason is ADHD, or what we called ADD back in my school years.

The truth is this…. I am fearfully and wonderfully made – Psalm 139:14. In my Christian world, God made me and all my quirks and STILL chose me to be his – Isaiah 43:1. And when my ADHD kicks in during prayer and my brain wanders to the grocery list, or the critter I saw earlier, or the hangnail on my finger…. I laugh and say “Are we having fun yet?”

YOU are chosen too. And you have free will to choose Him or not. For me, it means I don’t need to bother myself with how others think of me because I know what GOD thinks of me and that’s all the validation I need.

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